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summertime! [Monday
July 17th, 2006 at 1:18pm]
[ mood | good ]

Well.. I haven't updated this is forever.

Cheerleading started a few weeks ago. That's going pretty well.. we have team back walkovers, so that's exciting. Stunt/skill camp was last week. It was good and bad I guess. We learned sweet new stunts for homecoming and football games =).

Jon and I are good. His birthday is tomorrow =). So that should be fun. I think when he leaves for college it's going to be a huge reality check for me. It's going to make me realize that that's going to be me in a year, and make me realize that senior year is coming fast. It's gonna be weird without him here.

Dairy Queen is still controlling my life, but I'm making good money, so that's exciting. Yayyyy Dairy Queen.

Senior pictures are the 29th. I went shopping last week for outfits because all of my clothes seem to be unexceptable to my mother. Whatever, it was an excuse for me to hit the mall =).

My family is going camping next week. Jon's coming with us, and all my cousins will be there, so that's going to be fun. I'm excited to get tannnn! And speaking of which, I love this hot weather!

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Prom [Friday
June 2nd, 2006 at 5:55pm]

So...prom was Wednesday, fun fun.  It was cool, but I think everyone will agree that the dance floor was way too small.  I have bruises on my feet from being stepped on... that's how intense it was.  I was surprised at how many people were there, and how many of them I've never seen before, ever.  Everyone looked amazing.  I love seeing people all dressed up, especially the ones who I usually see in sweats every day.  I'm glad Jon ended up making it for pictures, so I didn't have to stand alone =).  The food was decent.  I got the vegetarian (my thinking was that it would be safer and I would be less likely to spill it on myself... which by the way I thought wrong...) and it was... interesting.  It wasn't horrible, but I will admit to regretting my dinner decision.  Our limo was sweet, but we had a hooker for a driver.  She was quite a character.

 Enjoy =)

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birthday [Monday
May 29th, 2006 at 1:59pm]
[ mood | hot ]

i think i'm going to quit my job.  i hate that my weekends are always taken over by dairy queen... so i'm going to look for a day job for over the summer that will work around cheerleading.  i wouldn't mind working on weekends, but all my friends have day jobs, so i miss out on everything when i work at night.

my mom is driving me crazy.  yesterday she was home for like 10 minutes and she was already bitching at me about something.  grrr.  fuck her.  

my sister's driving me crazy too.  i don't know why i bother to go shopping, when everything i own gets destroyed by her when she "borrows" it, if you can call it that.  she goes in my room after i leave for school and raids my closet, and she thinks i won't notice that when i see her she's wearing all my clothes and my closet is empty.  fuck her too.

okay, i'm done.

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i wanna wake up where you are.. [Wednesday
January 4th, 2006 at 12:06pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

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yay. [Wednesday
November 23rd, 2005 at 8:40pm]
[ mood | sick ]

it's snowing. <3


and my dad just got home with cookies & ice cream!

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November 7th, 2005 at 4:30pm]



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& i don't know why, i can't take my eyes off of you... [Wednesday
October 5th, 2005 at 6:14pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

wellllll homecoming was last weekend. it was fun until the bomb threat. didn't really do much after the dance, but whatever. ill post pictures soon, i took about a thousand :)

StudMuz: your a jew
i love jewish holidays <3

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welll [Wednesday
September 14th, 2005 at 11:38am]
well summers over, school started... and i hate it already. im already dreading like two of my classes. i love physics... everyone take that class. seriously.

lots of drama lately... and thats never good. but whatever, it has to end sometime (hopefully soon)

cheerleading is good. im in love with our homecoming routine, its fucking sweet. and home games are wayyyy fun as always.

im in seminar right now... i kinda feel like bubb. wake up, school, update livejournal in seminar, cheerleading. haha funny

powderpuff starts tonight and i couldnt be more excited =) mr meacham is the junior coach... so this should be fun.

welllll i guess i should get back to the chemistry lab im supposed to be doing... ughhh i hate school =(

p.s. arielle and ashley are officially the funniest people i know
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schedule [Thursday
September 1st, 2005 at 4:38pm]
[ mood | happy ]

day 1-
weight training - bancroft
chemistry - meacham
english 11.2 - lafferty
world history - waldman

day 2-
marketing - cameron
fst - roll
seminar - blackwell (11th grade moore)
physics - meacham


let me know =)

p.s. summer 05=LOVE

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i used to waste my time dreaming of being alive... now i only waste it dreaming of you ♥ [Thursday
July 14th, 2005 at 1:38am]
[ mood | hungry ]

I'm lovin summer ♥

that's really all I have to say 8-)

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July 3rd, 2005 at 4:29pm]
I'm pretty sure livejournal has died :(
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Force our smiles, baby, half dead from comparing myself to everyone else around me [Monday
June 13th, 2005 at 4:10pm]
[ mood | bored ]

this weekend has been busy.  Friday my mom made me stay home =( .  Saturday was face painting at the Berkley Art Bash, and then Rascal Flatts with Lexi, Alicia and Jane!  The concert was AMAZING!  Rascal Flatts = love.  Sunday I helped my parents around the house so we can put it up for sale.  Me and my sister painted the back shed.  I got a ton of paint in my hair and it wont come out! =( 

Later I'm hanging out with Alexis and Janie Poo... should be good times as always. 

Cheer practice and gymnastics starts tomorrow!  I'm really excited to be getting back into practices.  I've felt so lazy since track ended, so it will be good to be active again.  I wanna go running sometime this week too.  And I have to call a driving school so I can take my road test.  I'm taking it sometime this week for sure.  No lie this time lol.  So yeah I'm excited. 

I wish it was nice outside... I wanna lay outttt.

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May 28th, 2005 at 6:19pm]
[ mood | crazy ]


-- I haev been blessed and i feel like ive found my way. --
[[zsa4l]] <3 <3 <3 <3

Hey car. i was just sitting here thinking i would make you an entry! Have a sweet birthday..you deserve it babe. I love you so much.

p.s. didnt mean to make you ball your eyes out, but that was cute.

<3 - cristyyyy!!

its the people you can completley be yourself in front of, and they still like you.

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thursdayyy [Thursday
May 5th, 2005 at 8:29pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

sooo excited tomorrows friday. it came just in time, thank god.

so this weekends pretty much gonna suck. im staying with my grandparents while my parents are in kentucky. wtf? who goes to kentucky? seriously, if youre gonna take a surprise trip, go somewhere nice and tropical and warm and pretty. whatevvv..

so i pretty much hate dana right now.. jeez.
[don't worry D, im kidding]

anyways.. today.. school was.. annoying. bio- microscope lab that gave me a headache. math- random... but i found out i got a B+ on my test, yet im failing the class.. ugh. spanish- presentataciones y un fiesta para el cinco de mayo..hah. civics- ugh, stupid as always. after school- track meet @ hazel park. it was a girls only jv invitational, so we had like 10 people total. it pretty much sucked.. haha we had to take a short bus though, it was funnyyyyy

now im here.. "packing" for my grandmas house. were leaving in like 10 minutes and i have nothing packed. ugh. be home sunday. call meeeee!

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...and you kissed me like you meant it [Sunday
May 1st, 2005 at 10:24pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

wow... i just noticed that this year went by soooo fast. i just looked at erica pasiks profile and it said: seniors 19 days.. and it completely hit me that this year is almost over. im so excited for summer, but then again i really dont want this year to end. i had so much fun this year. i just cant believe that im going to be a junior. thats crazy. i remember in 8th grade when we walked over to the high school for a tour or whatever like it was yesterday. i remember freshmen orrientation, the first day of school, homecoming.. everything like it just happened the other day. last year seemed so drawn out and boring, but i cant even believe how fast this year went by and how much fun i had.
all that also made me realize how different i am than when i came to berkley, and from last year. its so weird how much someone can change. i used to be so quiet and shy, and i think ive become so much more outgoing in the past year. ive made new friends, lost some, and started being myself around people. it feels good, not to be as shy and hold back from so many people. im still not the most outgoing person ever.. but hey, its progress.
wow... so much had changed, and i didnt even notice any of it.

okayy aside from all that stuff, things have been pretty much the same as always...
today my mom, sara and i went to a few open houses around berkley and huntington woods. i really like this house on columbia i think, its not the prettiest, but its affordable and really close to the school and my friends. it has a frickin treehouse, what more could we want?? hahh i thought it was pretty sweet. sara and i already picked our bedrooms, mines green! =] that was exciting, and it was fun planning out our "future house" even though we might not buy it. haha we did that for all the open houses, it was funn. good times.
i really hope we move this summer, im so sick of being far apart from everyone. hopefully my dad stops being stubborn, and finally lets us.. doubt it though.

dana passed her road test! im so excited!! me and her will pretty much hangout every day this summer since we live so close and both of us will be able to drive. im not gonna lie, its gonna be pretty sweet. sarqh and i are taking segment 2 together the 17th, 19th, and 21st. then im taking my road test that weekend. =]

late start tomorrow! gotta love that.

xoxo. <3- Carly

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April 27th, 2005 at 10:06pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

fuck this. i hate my mom. i quit, im done trying to make her happy. nothings ever good enough. everythings my fault. fuckkkkk her.

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heck yes i did. [Wednesday
April 20th, 2005 at 7:17pm]
[ mood | awake ]

gymnastics tonight =)

everythings good...
my grades suck.
i cant run to save my life.
2 tests tomorrow.
and i lost my ipod.

but im in a really good mood =)

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quick update [Sunday
April 17th, 2005 at 1:43pm]
this week was so stressful. track meets every other day, and cheerleading tryouts on friday. i made varsity, and after tryouts we got sized for new uniforms! that was so exciting. i really like our team, i think were gonna be pretty good next year. =) last night cristy came over and spent the night with me and sara. that was fun, we havent hungout in a while. the three of us had a heart to heart. haha it was cute. then saturday i had a track meet at dondero for most of the day. im so sunburnt =( my tan lines are really funny though. im pretty much the definition of a farmers tan, but whatever. the meet went good. i ran the 4 x 800 and the mid distance medley, PR in my 800, and i had to run a 400 for the other thing.. it was soooo hard. anyways, after the meet i went to leo's with a few people, and then home. i pretty much slept from the time i got home til 11 this morning. good times.

alright thats all.

comment if you want =)
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April 12th, 2005 at 9:16pm]
[ mood | okay ]

wow this week is going by really slow. i just got home a little bit ago. school was boring as usual. then after school i had a meet at berkley. i ran the 3200 relay and the 800 and actually i did pretty good. i PRed in the 800 twice in the same meet, that was really exciting. yeah what.

ughh i just realized how much homework i have.. im out pimps

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I'm still waiting for you to be the one I'm waiting for. [Sunday
April 10th, 2005 at 4:57pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

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this weekend is going by so fast.
last night was fun. i went bowling with Haley, Sam, Alyssa and Alex. i beat my high score! lol not really but whatever. i got 69 and 63.. good times. after that i went back to Haleys with Alyssa and waited for my dad to get me. then i came home and watched *A Cinderella Story* and fell asleep.

today ive been on my trampoline for like 187435900718744 hours, because there was nothing better to do around my house and i didnt feel like getting ready to go anywhere. and i stretched today, for the first time since the last competition. like really stretched. and surprisingly i still have my splits and heel stretches. so that was exciting!! and since that put me in the mood for cheerleading, i went outside and did jumps and watched my reflection in the front window lol. they didnt look so hot.. but ive got all week to fix them up for tryouts.

im gonna get a 3.6 this semester if it kills meeeeee!!!!!!
i should probably be doing my homework right about now. definitely dont think thats going to happen anytime soon. id say thats a good start to my 3.6 ..... but ive got all day.

i love spring! =) its been so nice out lately and i love it. i cant wait for summer, and there really isnt that much longer until its here. since its been so nice out the last few days ive been helping my mom outside, to get our house ready to sell, and its gonna look pretty when were done!

im gonna post pictures soon of bsb, the black and white dance, and some other random things. i just took like 3 cameras to go get developed. =) i love taking pictures! lol

alrighty thats allll folks.
much <3
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